january 21st

Breakfast: 1 cup of Jasmine rice with 1 tablespoon of butter and some basil leaves
Snack: 1 small blueberry muffin
Lunch: 1 turkey melt w cheese, small handful of fries
Snack: 1 bison jerky
Dinner: 1 large salad with chicken and turkey slices. Small amount of ranch dressing.



Soooo, I have managed to gain 10 pounds in a month. Im not happy at all. Its during my moon time right now so im hoping that a few of those pounds are from this time. I will weigh again after my cycle is over with. I wouldn't doubt it if i really did gain 10 pounds. I haven't been able to stop eating lately. Im ALWAYS hungry and I can't seem to satisfy any cravings I have. I think about food all the time and due to thinking about it I want it so much I give in and go get the ice cream im craving. I do not know what to do!!!!

I did not blog the past couple of days due to it being my birthday. Tuesday was my party and I had a BLAST. Drank too much, but it was all good. My actual birthday was Wednesday and I just stayed at home and lounged on the couch all day. I ate to many carbs and to much icecream. But good thing is that the icecream is out of my freezing now (into my belly) and I do not plan on buying anymore. When my income tax come in, im going to be paying off two bills that have really made me struggle money wise, so hopefully I will be able to afford more healthy snacks.